“Do you think he’s ever going to call?” Grace asked her therapist.
“He” was Jeremy, a man Grace went out with several times before spending the night with him.
“Is it possible for our sex lives to benefit from ‘relationship sanity’—a balance of giving and receiving on the way to building actual intimacy?”Mark
Any number of biological, psychological, sociological, brain-based and evolutionary factors may, and probably do, play a part in why Jeremy isn’t replying to Grace’s texts. Mating behaviors vary widely in the animal kingdom, from lifelong coupling to the single-shot-thanks-a-lot reproductive technique, which some biologists call “hit-and-run” (Dewsbury, 1986); to casual hookups seen in humans and some other species. Therapists often hear the pained complaint from patients that a promising new potential partner suddenly disappeared “just as we were starting to get close.”
“What’s the formula?” Grace continued. How many dates, going out with friends or meeting family or just plain having coffee together is the ‘right number of times’ so that when we actually sleep together, it doesn’t spoil everything?”
“Ah. You mean what’s the secret to passing The Sex Test?” Dr N asked.
“I’ve noticed this before,” Grace continued. “Immediately after the first time, I can tell if he’s in or out. After the drama of sex is over, where his head is shows pretty obviously. But when I sleep with somebody, it’s because I’m really getting excited — not just about the sex, but about the guy. And I’m not the only one I know who feels that way: I have girlfriends who say the same. On the other hand, guys so often seem to think they have to play it cool no matter what. So they don’t often tip their hand like that — a least, not around girls.”
“Choosing to have sex can be motivated by wanting to short-circuit intimacy.”Daniel
For many of us, sex is approached as the most important “make-or-break” factor in a relationship: if the sex doesn’t work from the beginning, we walk away without examining what attracted us in the first place and considering that those are part of what goes into building intimacy. Instead, if the sex is a washout the first time, we assume that, no matter what else is the case, it’s going nowhere.
“I think you’ve nailed a big problem that a lot of people run into,“ Dr. N replied. “Adding sex to a new relationship is risky and gets complicated fast. In some cases, it’s a natural add-on to the bond already being created. But in others, it’s too much too soon. Of course, some people claim they’re able to enjoy sex without any thought of intimacy. But that doesn’t sound like you.”
“No. I knew where my head was at. When Jeremy and I slept together, I was nervous, but I was also excited that he wanted to be taking the leap with me. Now, of course, all I can think of is that I goofed one way or another: either he wasn’t really into me, or it was too early to tell.”
What happens when the excitement of sex that actually “works” gets mixed in with the rest of our baggage—especially our “intimacy” baggage? For many of us, the prospect of getting what we think we want—mutual emotional investment and vulnerability — scares the daylights out of us and we head for the hills, telling ourselves that “he’s too ‘this’” or “she’s too ‘that’”— all in the name of protecting ourselves from the possibility that something real might happen between us.
“In some relationships, we can make a solid case for courtship. Getting to know one another while gradually approaching sexual intimacy can work better in the long run.”Grant
Dr N commented, “It looks like your guy failed the sex test—or maybe both of you. But you might be deliberately choosing guys who you somehow sense aren’t the kind of guys likely to stick around.”
“Oh. That again,” Grace pondered. “You keep bringing that up one way or another — the idea that I’m not nearly as interested in having a real boyfriend as I tell myself I am. The sex thing is just a way of keeping things the way that, down deep, I really want them.”
Dr N grinned. “Yeah, that again, but dressed a little differently: making contact so that afterwards you can make sure that you avoid any further contact. Do you think that may be what you’re doing even though part of you doesn’t want to even think about it?”
Grace smiled and reached for her coat. “I think we’re out of time for today.”
Dewsbury, D. A. (1982). Ejaculate cost and male choice. The American Naturalist, Vol. 119, No. 5, May, 1982, pp. 601-010.